Crazy day. It's been well, more than 2 weeks already.

Feeling rather upset tonight. No idea why actually. Just dont feel good. Am i worried ? Not really. Have i even finished my damn revision, no. I just dont wanna care anymore.

The world seems to slow down when you finally stop panicking and start thinking things through.

Lyon still seems to be rather worried. I think it's just not in our nature to ignore these issues. Not possible to just walk away. Even when burdened by our our problems, plagued by our own problems, we just cant seem to stop worrying for each other. I think we're too alike sometimes. And that just makes me even more upset. Because we stretch ourselves too thin. Because i know how dumb he is and how much more dumb i am for not being or wanting to change.


Take my hand in the meantime
Let's walk into the sunshine
Everybody got something that they want to sing about, laugh about, cry about
It's true
For me it's you